Blue Pillow and the Unexpected Mess
Nobody gets it. Nobody understands what it's like to be me, watching Mitchell and his caretaker navigate the world. But I see everything. I notice how Mitchell's Pampers peek out from his waistband, how his shirt sits just a little crooked, how his eyes light up at everything and nothing.
Today, we're at this massive store full of stuff adults call "home decor." Whatever. To Mitchell, it's a playground of possibilities.
His caretaker - this guy in his early 20s, probably thinking about college and dorm rooms and freedom - he's different. Most people would look at Mitchell and see... well, something complicated. But not this guy. He sees Mitchell.
"Look at this, buddy!" he says, holding up a blue throw pillow. Mitchell's entire body vibrates with excitement. He doesn't just see a pillow. He sees a universe of soft, of color, of possibility.
Then it happens.
That moment every caretaker knows but nobody talks about. Mitchell's face scrunches. His body goes still for a split second. And then - the smell hits.
Mitchell has pooped his Pampers.
Right here. In the middle of the home design store.
The caretaker doesn't miss a beat. Most people would panic. Most people would be embarrassed. Most people would rush and apologize and make a scene. But not him.
"Okay, buddy," he says calmly. "Looks like we need a bathroom."
But the universe has other plans. The restroom is closed. OUT OF ORDER, the sign screams in bold red letters.
Mitchell starts to whimper. Not because he's uncomfortable. Not because he's scared. But because he can sense his caretaker might be stressed. And Mitchell's entire existence is about connection. About making sure the people he loves are okay.
The caretaker takes a deep breath. Pulls out a emergency changing kit from his backpack - because of course he's prepared. Always prepared. He finds a quiet corner near some throw pillows and curtain displays.
"We've got this, Mitchell," he whispers. And Mitchell? He giggles. Because in his world, everything is an adventure. Everything is okay.
Most people would see a mess. A complicated situation.
But this? This is love. Unfiltered. Unconditional.
Just Mitchell. Just connection.
And a very full Pamper.