I Wasn’t High (But I Was Ready to Leave)

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Look, I need to get something off my chest because the guys won’t stop bringing it up and honestly, I’m tired of defending myself in group chats at 2 AM.

Yes, I smoke weed. Socially. At kickbacks. When someone passes something around and the vibe is right. I’m not going to pretend I’m above it or that I’m some straight-edge purist. That’s not what this is about.

This is about the night I stood at my window, bags packed, genuinely—and I mean genuinely—convinced I was about to get abducted by a UFO.

And no, I wasn’t high.

I know how that sounds. Trust me. I’ve heard the laughs, seen the screenshots of my texts circulating. “Bro said he’s waiting for the mothership” with like fifteen crying-laughing emojis. Yeah, I see you, Marcus.

But here’s the thing: I believed it. Standing there in my polo and jeans, staring out into the night sky, I felt this pull. This certainty. Like the universe was about to crack open and show me something nobody else gets to see. I had my backpack ready. Essentials. I texted the boys—told them if I disappeared, this was why. I wasn’t joking. I wasn’t spiraling. I was ready.

Was I being rational? Absolutely not. Did I look insane? Probably. But in that moment, it felt more real than anything I’d felt in months.

And that’s the part nobody wants to talk about when they’re busy roasting me. The fact that I was so ready to leave that I packed a bag and waited. What does that say? What was I running from—or running toward?

I’ve spent my whole life being the guy with strong instincts who doesn’t always act on them. I’m the guy who knew something was off about that Donald Trump x Elon Musk alliance but didn’t speak up. I felt it in my gut—this weird, uncomfortable energy—but I stayed quiet because who wants to be that guy at the kickback? The one who kills the vibe with politics?

So yeah, maybe this UFO thing was just another version of that. Ignorance on fire. Blind faith in something I couldn’t explain or prove. Trusting my gut so hard I literally packed a bag and waited by the window like some kind of cosmic Uber was coming.

And sure, it has its pitfalls—like becoming a meme in your own friend group.

But I am who I am.

I’m the guy who feels things deeply, even when they don’t make sense. I’m the guy who writes songs about vulnerability and then actually lives it, even when it’s embarrassing. I’m the guy who will stand at a window with a packed bag, waiting for something extraordinary, because I refuse to live a life where extraordinary things feel impossible.

Did the UFO come? No. Obviously. I’m still here, writing this, fielding texts about how I “almost joined the aliens.”

But would I do it again?

Honestly? Yeah. Probably.

Because the alternative is living like nothing magical could ever happen. And I can’t do that. I won’t. I’d rather be the guy who believed too hard than the guy who never believed at all.

So to the guys: laugh all you want. Post the screenshots. I’ll take the L on this one. But just know that when that UFO does show up, I’m not bringing any of you.

You had your chance.

— Deck

P.S. I still have the bag packed. Just in case.

eND OF AN ERA

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Life is a series of moments—fleeting, vibrant, and often overlooked. We glide through our days, caught in the rhythm of routine, unaware of the beauty that surrounds us. The concept of flow—a state where we lose ourselves in the moment, fully immersed in our experiences—often eludes us. It’s only when we reach the end of an era that we realize the depth of what we had.

ESSENCE OF FLOW

Flow is not merely a psychological state; it’s a profound connection to our surroundings, a dance with time where we feel alive and engaged. Whether it’s the laughter shared with friends, the thrill of pursuing a passion, or the quiet moments of reflection, flow encapsulates the essence of living fully. Yet, in our fast-paced world, we often take these moments for granted.

UNSEEN+

As we navigate through life, we become accustomed to the familiar. We forget to appreciate the small joys—the warmth of a sunny day, the comfort of a loved one’s presence, or the satisfaction of a job well done. It’s a tragic irony that we often don’t recognize the value of these experiences until they slip through our fingers.

When an era comes to an end—be it a chapter in our lives, a relationship, or a significant phase of our journey—we are left with a bittersweet realization. We mourn not just the loss, but the understanding that we failed to cherish the flow of those moments while they were happening.

PRESENT+

To truly embrace life, we must cultivate an awareness of the present. We must learn to recognize the beauty in the mundane and the extraordinary alike. It’s about finding joy in the journey, not just the destination. The end of an era serves as a powerful reminder that life is transient, and every moment is a gift.

As we stand at the crossroads of change, let us commit to living with intention. Let us seize the day, appreciate the flow, and cherish the experiences that shape us. The end of an era is not just a farewell; it’s an invitation to embrace the richness of life and to recognize that what we have is precious—before it’s gone.

In the end, it’s not just about what we lost; it’s about how we choose to move forward, carrying the lessons of the past into a future filled with possibility.

Consider the story of a young man who lived in a beautiful valley. He spent his days wandering the hills, enjoying the vibrant colors of the flowers and the soothing sound of the river. Yet, he took it all for granted. One day, a great storm swept through the valley, washing away the flowers and silencing the river. In the aftermath, the young man realized the beauty he had lost. It was in that moment of absence that he understood the true value of what he once had.

Maybe the fact that we didn’t know what we had until it was gone was what made the experience so remarkable. Let us not wait for storms to remind us of the beauty in our lives—let us cherish it now.

STARSHIFTS

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Prominently, the crown boasts two majestic horns that curve upward, adding a fierce yet regal touch to its overall silhouette. These horns are adorned with delicate filigree work, enhancing their grandeur and suggesting a connection to ancient traditions of power and nobility. The craftsmanship is impeccable, showcasing a blend of strength and artistry that speaks to the wearer's authority.

At the base of the crown, a series of small gemstones are embedded, each one carefully selected for its vibrant color and clarity. These jewels catch the eye, reflecting hues of deep blue and emerald green, which contrast beautifully against the dark metal. They serve not only as decorative elements but also as symbols of wealth and status, elevating the crown to a level of opulence.

Overall, this crown is not merely an accessory; it is a statement piece that embodies the spirit of leadership and resilience. Its design elements come together to create a powerful visual narrative, suggesting that the wearer is both a protector and a ruler, ready to face any challenge with confidence and grace.

As we embark upon this new era,

Let’s unleash the fierce, unstoppable force within,

A movement, a celebration of our essence,

Where individuality and strength begin.

In this chapter, authenticity reigns supreme,

True to ourselves, we rise and shine,

Embracing our quirks, standing tall and proud,

In our uniqueness, we find the divine.

Boldness calls in every endeavor we pursue,

In careers, in passions, we take our stand,

With hearts ablaze, we challenge the status quo,

Together, we’ll create a vibrant land.

Let’s uplift one another on this journey we share,

Stronger together, our spirits ignite,

Celebrating successes, encouraging the brave,

In unity, we’ll conquer the darkest night.

So, as we step into this exciting dawn,

Let’s commit to being bold, unstoppable, and free,

The world awaits our brilliance, our shining light,

Together, we’ll shape our destiny.

In this era, we rise, we conquer,

Unleashing our power, a radiant spark,

Let’s embrace our inner strength,

And illuminate the world from the dark.

With every challenge that comes our way,

We’ll face it head-on, unyielding and strong,

For in our hearts lies a fire that burns bright,

A relentless spirit that cannot be wronged.

We’ll break down the walls that confine our dreams,

And soar to new heights, unafraid to explore,

With courage as our compass, we’ll navigate life,

Creating a legacy that echoes forevermore.

So let the world witness our fearless ascent,

As we rise like the sun, bold and unbound,

In this next era, we’ll make our mark,

Together, unstoppable, we’ll astound.

Let’s embrace the journey, the highs and the lows,

For every step taken is a step toward our fate,

In this grand adventure, we’ll find our true selves,

And celebrate the power of being great.

-MitchellRoyel+Deck

METAPHORS WE DEVOUR

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The crown in the photo is a striking piece adorned with intricate golden horns that curve elegantly upward, suggesting a sense of majesty and power. Its design is embellished with sparkling jewels, adding a touch of opulence and grandeur. This crown symbolizes authority and uniqueness, contrasting with the casual attire of the individual wearing it, creating a playful juxtaposition between regal symbolism and everyday life. The crown captures attention, inviting viewers to ponder the story behind its wearer and the significance of such an emblem in a modern context.

Fast food with friends — it’s a ritual as familiar as breathing. We gather around greasy wrappers and shared fries, laughing, talking, and somehow, in that casual moment, creating metaphors that run deeper than the ketchup stains on our fingers. But what does it really mean? What are we saying when we “grab a burger” or “share a shake” with those closest to us?

Fast food is quick, accessible, and satisfying — much like the connections we forge with friends. But beneath the surface, these metaphors hint at something more primal: desire, intimacy, and the unspoken language of human connection. The “burger” isn’t just a meal; it’s a stand-in for hunger — hunger for closeness, for acceptance, for something real.

Now, what about when we’re sweating with our brothers in Christ in the locker room? That’s a different kind of communion, a raw and vulnerable space where metaphors take on new meaning. The locker room is a place stripped of pretense, where sweat and effort bind us together. It’s a space where masculinity, faith, and friendship collide — and where the metaphors of fast food and desire transform.

Sweating side by side, sharing the grind, we’re reminded that connection isn’t always neat or polished. It’s messy, physical, and sometimes uncomfortable. Just like fast food — quick, messy, and satisfying in the moment — these moments with our brothers are about more than just the surface. They’re about trust, about being seen without masks, about the sacredness of shared struggle.

And yes, there’s a metaphor for sex here too. The urgency, the heat, the vulnerability — it’s all wrapped up in the same language we use to talk about food and friendship. We crave connection, whether it’s through a shared meal, a sweaty workout, or an intimate encounter. These metaphors help us navigate the complexities of desire and belonging without having to spell it all out.

So when we laugh about “pushing a thick dump into a pamper” or joke about “loaded fries,” we’re doing more than being silly. We’re using humor and metaphor to explore the messy, beautiful reality of human connection — the hunger, the satisfaction, and sometimes the craving for something deeper.

In the end, whether it’s over fast food or in the locker room with our brothers in Christ, these metaphors remind us that connection is messy, imperfect, and profoundly human. And maybe that’s exactly what we need.

-Deck+MitchellRoyel

ON THE EDGE OF GLORY

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You ever find yourself on the edge of glory, that thin line between triumph and chaos? Picture this: I’m on a flight, the kind where the hum of the engines is a lullaby and the clouds outside blur into a dreamscape. The cabin is tense, charged with a weird energy. The boys—yeah, those unruly, reckless types—are hurling spitballs at this guy in a wig. His name? Jeffree Star. Yeah, that Jeffree Star. The wig’s a neon beacon in the dim cabin light, and the spitballs? Little missiles of teenage rebellion, or maybe just boredom.

It’s absurd, right? But that’s life sometimes—absurd and unpredictable.

Flash forward. We’re staging a frat brother’s project, a hazing incident that’s supposed to be all in good fun, a rite of passage. The kind of thing that looks like chaos but is really just a carefully choreographed dance of power and submission. The air is thick with adrenaline and the smell of cheap beer. Everyone’s playing their part, but beneath the surface, there’s a strange tension, a question of who’s really in control.

Then, out of nowhere, I get this urge. Potato chips. Just potato chips. It’s ridiculous, but suddenly, that craving is all-consuming. I leave the scene, the noise, the staged madness behind. And then—bam—I get kidnapped. Yeah, kidnapped. Life’s little curveball, right?

It’s funny how sometimes the most random, inconsequential moments—like craving potato chips—can lead you down the strangest paths. You think you’re in control, steering your own story, but really, you’re just a passenger on a flight where spitballs fly and wigs glow neon.

Life is counterintuitive. It’s messy, chaotic, and often makes no sense. But maybe that’s the point. Maybe the edge of glory isn’t a place of triumph but a place of surrender—where you let go of control and just ride the madness.

So next time you’re on that flight, or staging that hazing, or craving those chips, remember: sometimes the weirdest detours are the ones that lead you exactly where you need to be.

How We Handle Life’s Curveballs When Nothing Makes Sense

1. Stay in the Moment: When everything’s spinning, let’s focus on what’s right in front of us instead of freaking out about what’s next.

2. Roll with the Uncertainty: We don’t always have the answers, and that’s okay. Sometimes we just gotta wait and see.

3. Trust Your Gut: When logic’s out the window, our instincts usually know what’s up.

4. Laugh at the Chaos: Life’s weird — so let’s find the humor in it instead of getting stuck.

5. Stay Flexible: Plans change, people change, and we gotta be ready to switch gears without losing our cool.

6. Lean on Each Other: We’re not in this alone. Let’s reach out and support one another when things get wild.

7. Learn from the Madness: Every curveball teaches us something — let’s take a minute to figure out what.

8. Keep Moving Forward: Even when the path’s unclear, we keep stepping. That’s how we get through.

-Deck